Review Shutter Island

Hey, Assalamualaikum masih lagi di bulan ramadhan yang ke 21, masih lagi berpuasa dan menahan lapar dan dahaga. This is the last weeks of the July, next month we'll celebrate Aidil Fitri and I haven't really done much except buying new baju raya, jaga kedai di Hypermarket Kulai, be a babysitter for my beloved, nephew Ariff Zafry and helping my mom by doing household chores.

Semalam masa jaga Arif, I tengok movie dekat NTV7, Shutter Island, mulanya malas nak tengok, sebab start lambat sangat pukul 11:00 malam, lepas tu nanti mesti habis lambat pukul 1 pagi, nanti susah pulak I nak bangun sahur, konon-konon tunggulah iklan baru tutup tv, but then, iklan dia sangat la sekejap, tak sempat nak pergi toilet, cerita dah main balik kat tv, tengok info, macam best, sebab I memang peminat cerita seram, tapi takut tengok sorang-sorang, plus, cerita ni tak lah seram ada hantu pun, just macam hallusination, psycho, thriller, mental macam tuh je, so tak da hal la tengok sorang-sorang, tuh Arif pun ada, tapi dia tidur la..ahahha..

Tapi sebenarnya tengok movie nih sebab ada Leonardo di Caprio, rasanya movie ni macam baru sebab dia nih dah kurang handsome dari masa acting dalam Titanic dulu, Ahahaha...

Mula-mula tengok cerita nih, tak da la suspen mana pun, mula-mula cerita terus ada kapal besar dan dua orang Marshal sibuk nak siasat kes seorang perempuan yang hilang atau melarikan diri dekat sebuah hospital mental di sebuah pulau, salah seorang marshal tuh, tentulah si pelakon utama Leonardo di Caprio. Malas pulak nak cerita, so I dah copy paste siap-siap sinopsis dia di sini.. :) suka tak? ehehhe...

"In 1954, two U.S. Marshals, Edward "Teddy" Daniels (Leonardo DiCaprio) and his new partner, Chuck Aule (Mark Ruffalo), travel to the Ashecliffe Hospital for the criminally insaneon Shutter Island located in Boston Harbor, as part of an investigation into the disappearance of patient Rachel Solando (Emily Mortimer), incarcerated for drowning her three children. Shortly after arrival, a storm prevents their return to the mainland for several days. Daniels finds the staff confrontational: the lead psychiatrist, Dr. John Cawley (Ben Kingsley), refuses to hand over records of the hospital staff; Solando's doctor, Dr. Sheehan, had left on vacation after her disappearance, and they are barred from searching Ward C and told that the lighthouse on the island has already been searched.

Daniels starts having migraine headaches, waking visions of his involvement in the Dachau liberation reprisals, and disturbing dreams of his wife, Dolores Chanal (Michelle Williams), who was killed in a fire set by arsonist Andrew Laeddis (Elias Koteas). In one dream, Chanal tells Daniels that Solando is still on the island, as is Laeddis. Daniels later explains to Aule that locating Laeddis was an ulterior motive for taking the case.

As Daniels and Aule continue their investigation, they find that Solando has been found by the staff with no explanation. With neither the staff nor patients helping, Daniels decides to break into Ward C, and eventually meets George Noyce (Jackie Earle Haley), another patient. Noyce warns Daniels that Ashecliffe is performing questionable experiments on its patients, and sends the incurable to the lighthouse to be lobotomized. As Daniels leaves, Noyce asserts that everyone on the island, including Aule, is playing in a game designed for Daniels.

Daniels regroups with Aule and they make their way to the lighthouse, but as they attempt to traverse the cliffs, they become separated. Daniels finds a woman hiding in a cave, claiming to be the real Rachel Solando (Patricia Clarkson). The woman asserts she was a former psychiatrist at Ashecliffe until she discovered the experiments with psychotropic medication in an attempt to develop mind control techniques. When she attempted to alert the authorities, she was committed as a patient. Leaving the woman, Daniels finds no sign of Aule, and returns to the hospital. Dr. Cawley claims that Daniels arrived alone, with no evidence of Aule ever being there.

Determined but confused, Daniels returns to the lighthouse and breaks into it. At the top, he finds Dr. Cawley waiting for him. Cawley explains that Andrew Laeddis is actually Daniels himself, "[their] most dangerous patient", incarcerated in Ward C for murdering hismanic depressive wife after she drowned their children. According to Dr. Cawley, the events of the past several days have been designed to break Laeddis' conspiracy-laden insanity by allowing him to play out the role of Daniels, an anagram of his name. The hospital staff, including Dr. Sheehan posing as Aule and a nurse posing as Rachel Solando, were part of the test, and the migraines that Laeddis suffered were withdrawal symptoms from his medication. As memories of reality overwhelm Laeddis, he faints.

Laeddis awakes in the hospital, under watch of Dr. Cawley and Sheehan. When questioned, Laeddis tells the truth in a coherent manner, which satisfies the doctors as a sign of progression. Nevertheless, Dr. Cawley notes that they had achieved this state nine months before but Laeddis had quickly regressed, and further warns that this will be Laeddis' last chance. Some time later, Laeddis relaxes on the hospital grounds with Dr. Sheehan, but calls him "Chuck" and says they need to get off the island. Sheehan nods to an observing Cawley, who gestures to the orderlies towards Laeddis. As he is about to be taken away, Laeddis asks Dr. Sheehan, "Which would be worse? To live as a monster, or die as a good man?". Dr. Sheehan is visibly surprised at how rational and relevant this question is, and after being taken aback for a moment he calls out "Teddy?', but Laeddis ignores him, quietly walking away with the orderlies to be taken to the lighthouse and, finally, lobotomized."

Last kali, rupanya Leonardo tu pun salah seorang pesakit mental kat situ jugak, sebab dia depress, isteri yang dia sayang dah bunuh 3 orang anak mereka... Macam tuh la cerita dia...Ekot kan hati I bagi 4 bintang, movie ni best, sebab jalan ceritanya kita tak dapat baca, teka atau buat andaian sendiri..so harap filem melayu dapat buat movie macam nih,...movie melayu tengok thriller pon dah tahu ending dia macam mana, kan tak best cam tuh...but, I still watching movie melayu, support la sikit-sikit. :) 

Nilah kawan dia "Chuck" konon-konon Marshal jugak, rupanya itu doktor yang merawat dia.

Happy watching guys.

Wordless Wednesday

New Prince

Hello hello hello, hai, Assalamualaikum semua, wah lamanya tak update belog, hampir satu semester, tapi tak pe, sekarang I ada story tentang pasangan diraja yang cukup awesome tuh, sekarang dah ada little prince pulak...

Sebelum ni, masa diorang punya wedding I ada cerita pasal perkahwinan mereka, dalam entry Not Fairy Tale Anymore now, pasal anak dia pulak, u'ollss tahu tak, diorang punya aura dapat baby tuh, satu dunia terasa, i yang tak da kena-mengena pun tiba-tiba rasa happy sangat...ucapan, bunyi meriam, serata dunia meraikan kelahiran putera sulung Will dan Kate...

Its a boy!!!!

Sweet couple, walaupun perut Kate macam ada satu lagi baby, but shes look absolutely stunning.

 Picture by CLEO

Trivia baby boy Prince William and wife Kate,

*  Berat baby 8 lbs 6 oz ( 3.8kg)

* Dilahirkan di St. Mary's Hospital, London

* George and James nama favorite diraja, tapi, walau apa-apa pun nama yang sebenarnya belum diketahui.

Wordless Wednesday

Atlantis dubai

I sure do love them

Bukannya susah nak cerita pada orang sana sini, yang kita sayang, cinta, kasih pada seseorang, lirikan mata, first impression, feeling, excited bila ketemu, all of behavior kita, boleh lihat dan nampak dengan clear.  Kadang-kadang I sendiri tak dapat control benda tuh.  Tak semestinya kita hanya suka pada sesama insan yang kita saling menyukai, macam girlfriend dengan boyfreind aje, tapi macam kita dengan our pets, yes,..I tak da la take care sangat dengan ikan dalam aquarium dengan dekat dalam pasu dekat rumah I tuh, kadang-kadang tak perasan pun kewujudan mereka, tapi bila dah terpandang tu, terdetik dalam hati peri-kehaiwanan I, "Alololo kesian dia ye, tak makan lagi, meh bagi makan sikit"...dah bagi, terus jalan tak ingat lagi mereka sampai esok.

Bila tengok pada kasut dan baju-baju yang banyak dan menimbun, baru terperasan i haven wear that in ages, bila mak-mak kita  sibuk cakap, sedekahkan je lah baju-baju tu dekat orang, no no no no, semua nih ada sentimental value tau, tengok baju sejuk pink tuh, teringat pada A, dia yang bagi, walaupun Malaysia tak ada snow, dan memang tak sesuai langsung kalau I pakai baju tuh kalau hari hujan pun, tapi dia still kena duduk dalam wardrobe nih, only my mom bila tengok wayang malam, shes willing to wear it, tapi this one, tak boleh buang, atau kasi orang.

Magazine tu banyak lagi, ada dalam kotak, tak sempat nak selongkar, tunjukkan..ewwaahhh..ahaha..

Dalam gambar tak da sweater pink, nanti i tunjuk okay, terselit pulak dia. Ni wardorbe baju biasa-biasa, sentiasa jadi kesayangan.

Majalah-majalah lama dekat rumah, i still remember masa my family nak move to this house, my mom pesan, jual je lah majalah-majalah tuh dekat "tin tin, surat khabar lama, besi lama, bla..bla..bla.." tuh, tapi sayang ouhhh, ini la harta I, ada majalah Mangga, URTV, Hai, tuh nak update issue artis Malaysia, ada lagi Majalah ongputih macam  Galaxy, dulu memang menjadi pujaan la, bila dah baca tuh konon-konon rasa jiwa ongputih la, rasa lebih Hollywood, but still ada beli majalah macam Remaja, Klik, Bintang Kecil, Yezz, Reader's Digest, Nur, Dara.com, Asuh, Cosmopolitan.  Tak lupa juga my mom's favorite Mastika, ahahah, I pun tumpang sekaki la baca, sama-sama hobi membaca la katakan...but now tiap-tiap bulan I menjadi pembaca tetap majalah CLEO, kadang-kadang terbeli jugak Remaja, Rapi atau Cosmopolitan sekali.  Makanya sekarang, majalah kat rumah I ni bertambah banyak, mak I sendiri tak sanggup nak legokan dia punya Mastika, apatah lagi I, nih semua kesayangan ouuuuhhh...

Bila tengok high heels nih pulak, teringat i berhempas pulas mengumpul duit, semata-mata nak beli kasut macam Katy Perry, time tuh dia pakai brand Chanel, mana I mampu nak beli, adorable je tengok lambang chanel tergantung cantik dekat kaki milik Katy Perry, kebetulan I nak pergi dinner tema  Black and Red, 2 and half years ago, ternampak kasut nih, Fabiano Ricco and ada jugak accessories macam kasut idaman I, terus i grab it, but until now, boleh dikira pakai jari berapa kali je I pakai. No no no, i cant sewenang-wenangnya bagi orang, nak pinjam je boleh. Its Fabiano ricco but still item kesayangan.

I ada satu lagi high heels hitam dalam laci bilik adik I, tak boleh nak snap, kang I ambil kasut tuh, terjaga pulak dia...kasut tuh 1kali sahaja I pakai..

Buku-buku novel I, still ada yang I masih tak habis baca, but I suka baca review novel yang baru nak release, ataupun dah lama release tapi ramai orang cakap best, I pun beli, tak pun bila I pergi book store, tengok buku-buku novel tersusun cantik, bila cover novel hati dah tertarik, synopsis kena dengan jiwa, terus I beli, kadang-kadang I tak beli pun at the first time, kalau malam I mimpi, I mesti beli esoknya atau lusanya macam novel nih... "To catch a Prince by Gillian Mcknight, seriously, macam budak-budak punya tajuk, but i do loved it.  Cari dan  menang, mana novel tuh di bawah?

Dekat tempat novel pun ada dictionery, ahahah yelah, nanti ada words tak faham bila baca novel english, senang nak google..eh..senang nak search terus..Ada lagi novel dekat rak bahagian bawah meja, masa I nak snap picture gelap sangat, so tak nampak apa-apa..tak pe lah, nanti kalau you guys datang rumah I, I tunjuk, kasi angkat murah-murah pada you all okays..

Banyak jugak benda yang I sayang kat dunia ni, my mom, my dad sudah tentu mereka yang utama, my family,my niece (allysa sofea),  my siblings tentulah, luar cakap tak sayang, bergaduh, berentem (bahasa indonesia, cuti banyak nonton senetron) dalam hati saaaayaaang sangat.  

Tak lupa jugak budak gumuk, tembam nih, jantung hati saya, macam boyfriend nih, sikit-sikit tengok picture dia...bila jumpa geram sokmo.

so, apa pulak kesayangan korang???

p/s: barang-barang tu I dah ready kot nak let it go, cuma budak kecik tu je tak...:D

Dah february, tapi tak pe..

Sebelum ini, I ada bagitahu nak share antara azam tahun baru 2013, memandangkan dah February, baru I nak cerita, alhamdulillah ada yang dah terlaksana, ada yang belum.  

I had the most fabulous 2012.  The year ended out well. In fact, lepas seminggu meninggalkan tahun lama hari tuh (masa busy nak exam tuhh) barulah I am in such a good mood i am going to start 2013 with a fresh list of the new year resolutions! Here goes...

1.  Transformation.  Tahun nih I nekad, I rasa betul-betul ready nak wearing hijab, but i not sure when, tapi still this year, at that times, I belum lagi cuma terdetik, and i wrote in my diary.  Today alhamdulillah, I dah pakai hijab, I learned many+new thing, bila kita ikhlas dengan apa yang kita nak buat, semuanya menjadi mudah (tiba-tiba macam lagu Wonder pet).  Jadi Mission I yang pertama dah tercapai, but i still need guide and always istiqomah dengan apa yang hendah dibuat. InshaAllah.

2.  Balance work and personal time.  Student lah paling banyak masa untuk diri sendiri, pergi class, balik class, makan, buat assignment, tidur.  So, lepas ni, I must make it a point to spend more time with my family and close friends.  Mengaku 3 minggu sekali I balik JB, kalau mood rajin dah datang, 2 minggu sekali pn I akan balik, cuma bila dah ada di rumah, bukan semua anggota keluarga ada, I still duduk seorang jugak, so I hope this year, I lebih close dengan family, communication and hang out with them, eh, tak lupa juga dengan my close friends, Faizah and Azira, I already meet them after examination hari tu in January, sekarang I plan nak meet Izzaty pula, Amani and Najwa tak pasti bila, Azura pulak I ingat nak meet masa wedding dia nanti, Tariq dia busy sekarang dan Zarul pulak selalu nak jumpa dan selalu jugak tak jadi. WhatsApp, text, bbm and calling buat rasa rapat dengan mereka.

3.  Fight the bulge.  Every wishlist mesti nak listkan yang ini, yup! mestilah! I ate so much bila nampak makanan yang sedap-sedap dihadapan mata, boleh cair ouhh tengok, padahal, sebelum nak makan tuh, selalu remind my self, behave time makan, kunyah 40 kali, jangan ambil nasi dan lauk banyak-banyak, but i can't handle myself.  Tapi tak pe, I will make sure to aerobic every Sunday, sapu slimming lotion selepas mandi dan kawal pemakanan. :)

4.  Save money money money!.  I need to start now to save money for a house, car and holidays!  Tahun ini, I nak kurangkan activity shopping! Tak nak dah beli barangan berjenama, Yes! Macam tak percaya but hopefully I berjaya, tapi actually I baru plan nak beli purse Gucci dekat JPO bila dapat part time salary nanti.  T-T. 

5.  Eat healthier foods. I dah try amalkan beberapa makanan tambahan, dah nak masuk usia 23 tahun ni, ketinggian still tak bertambah, but sel tissue dalam badan, immune system semua dah menginjak usia, so sekarang I try ambil collagen dan Vitamin C.  Dah macam jadi satu keperluan sekarang.  So nak kulit cantik, nak sentiasa segar, nak sentiasa sihat, kena jugak lah amalkan benda-benda perempuan macam nih. Eh! ahahah..:)

6.  Climb Bukit Broga.  Since studying in Selangor, why not I take this opportunity.  Setahun lagi nak habis, hopefully adalah kenangan I boleh bawak balik nanti, takkan nak bawa kenangan mendaki Tangga Batu Cave dekat Uitm Palam tuh.

7.  Find materials that can enhance my skills.  Sekarang nih, pengetahuan am tuh penting, so kena rajin baca magazine yang boleh menjana minda macam Reader Digest tuh, tapi mahal sangat bagi I, I cuma beli, bila betul-betul ada duit lebih untuk beli magazine tuh, so I still choose CLEO as my favorite english magazine, but now I dah start beli Dara.com tau and baru-baru nih I ada baca magazine Solusi, kalau rasa nak kenal diri sendiri, try baca magazine tuh, sebab ayat dia sungguh cantik.  Dalam bulan January hari tu, hampir 5 majalah I beli, sebab issue awal tahun, banyak idea baru kan, sayang rasanya kalau tak beli.  Kesimpulanya I love reading, lepas ni kalau tak sempat nak beli semua magazine tuh, I read online je lah. :)

8.  Baking cake and masak-masak. Disebabkan penulis belog merupakan seorang yang pemakan, dia juga perlu pandai memasak.  I love baking, cuma belum ada banyak masa, dan belum ada banyak bahan yang cukup untuk buat cake.  Cuti semester nih, sempat buat satu Chocolate Cake, lepas ni I nak buat Rainbow cake pula, cuma belum tahu bila.  Masak lauk-lauk I belum expert lagi, banyak perlu belajar, So esok nak masak apa yer?

9.  Business.  I macam dah fikir nak buat business, at least nak tambah duit pocket sebelum I melangkah ke alam perkerjaan (ewaah melangkah).  Apa nak jual ye? I macam nak jual my pre-loved items, macam barang bundle, I banyak baju-baju yang I nak jual, ada yang I belum pakai pun nak jual, sebab kat kedai rasa cantik, bila dah beli rasa tak berkenan pula, terus keep the baju sampai sekarang.  Lagi satu, I nak try jual product Rumpai Laut Collagen.  Tapi tu semua still dalam perancangan I.

Actually ada banyaklah I punyak wishlist 2013 nih, nak cerita pun sampai esok pun tak habis, I harap 9, benda yang terpenting antara yang penting-penting lagi tuh boleh lah terlaksana dan tercapai dengan mudah.  InshaaAllah Amin....

New Year New You

Assalamualaikum pembuka kata tahun 2013.  Tahun yang dinanti, selepas tahun 2012 yang penuh dengan kontroversi, mulakan tahun ini, hari ini, dengan setiap hari yang indah dan sentiasa akan diingati.

Everyone feels like a fresh start at times, a renewed focus on getting the most out of life, enjoying the simple things and clearing the way for a calmer, less stress routine. Pembukaan 2013, buat I happy sangat sebab A datang jugak jumpa I, setelah sekian lama I menanti.  Jadi hari ini memang I akan ingat, sampai bila-bila.  In shaa Allah.  Wish me luck for the next episode okay..:)

As a Malay and Islamic adult I used to regard the celebration for any festival should be moderate not to extravagant happening, actually we just should and have to be appreciate what we have today, and always advice to appreciate for everything that gifted comes in our life from our creator (Allah s.w.t).

Berbalik pada misi tahun 2013, I want to be a good student, berfikiran positif in every situations dan sentiasa sihat dengan menjaga kesihatan, eat right, so brain can function well., minum banyak-banyak air yang jarang, bersenam, minum susu, makan collagen, makan multivitamin, arrange balik jadual, arrange balik susunan dalam our hard disc, plan balik apa yang kita nak dalam hidup...

For this new year, i realize there is a huge gap between the rulers and the ruled.  The ruled are material for exploitation.  I kata begitu sebab diri kita sendiri kena set our ruled. Peraturan, kita bina peraturan yang baik-baik untuk diri sendiri, demi masa depan sendiri.  Contohnya, peraturan, jauhi dadah, arak dan semua benda yang boleh merosakkan diri sendiri.  Contoh peraturan yang I buat, untuk diri, jangan dating with ex-boyfriend kawan sendiri.  Dan sampai tahun 2013, I masih pegang lagi my own ruled tuh..Ahahha...

I nak listkan azam tahun baru dalam diary, tak sempat lagi nak buat...for the next entry mungkin I nak share disini..good night, have a nice first January...

P/s : Tomorrow schooling get started, Selamat Kembali ke Sekolah...:)

A new year begins...

Ya Allah...I cant believe its been a year! I still remember during January 2012, i take my first semester examination for my degree session..now on 8th January 2013 i will take for the second last semester examination before i left for industrial training. Wow!...

Terlalu banyak cabaran dan perubahan dialami pada tahun nih, so for the next year, which is tomorrow, lebih banyak lagi cabaran dan perubahan harus kita tempuh...Are you ready? me ready? So, I guessed it been a good year....I must say yes!!!

Actually I am so blessed with so much love, so much kindness and goodness around me, that i can only hope 2013 will be as equally generous.  Its time to me to prepare for a brand new year...such as to make decisions, to stick on resolutions and loads of exciting possibilities to look forward to.  I must be totally ready.  

Jadi, bila I imbas balik perkara yang I buat during the rest of this year, terlalu banyak...banyak..suka, duka, seronok, sedih, gembira, merajuk, sakit, mengantuk, ketawa, malu, marah, bangga, kelaparan, menyampah, excited, blurr, lost, terkejut, teruja, terkesima, kepenatan...dan banyak-banyak lagi..

Salah satu moment yang I tak boleh lupa, pada awal tahun yang lalu. I dilantik untuk jadi ketua program untuk satu program kebajikan, I memang tak layak actually, sebab I rasa ramai lagi yang sesuai, tapi bila think about responsibilities, if peoples choose you, and majority choose you, you must hold it until be a arang, senang cakap macam genggam bara api biar jadi arang lahhh, Alhamdulillah event itu berjaya atas sokongan semua.  Bagi I itu satu pencapaian pada tahun ini.

Kemudian, ada lagi satu, tentang program lawatan ke Penang, pada permulaan rasa seronok, pertengahan dah nampak goyah, dan akhirnya bergoncang, until now, bagi I, personally kes ini tetap tak habis lagi.  Dan I harap sangat tahun 2013, akan mengembalikan kawan-kawan kelas I yang macam dulu...yang macam event kebajikan dulu...helping each other, kerjasama, sepakat membawa berkat dan lain-lain, tapi bagi I kawan-kawan kelas I tetap the best, cuma biasa la, kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga...apa-apa pun...the truth is, I love my classmate!

Dan hari ini, I tak sangka sangat, A datang jugak JB, setelah 6 tahun kami berkawan, he meet my mom...I ingat kita dah tak ada apa lagi, lepas 2weeks yang lalu, this ones, kejutan yang paling besar dalam hidup I, because, seriously A ni macam tak gentleman sangat, dia suka gila pada games, dia macam anti perempuan (macam orang frust), dia macam anti-sosial, sedangkan dah nak masuk tahun (2013) ke 7  berkawan, i still macam tak kenal dia... ahahah...Apa-apa pun, i appreciate sangat dia datang sini,..mungkin ada kisah seterusnya... jeng..jeng..jeng...i just wish all the best for this new year coming...

Last but not least, I harapkan yang baik-baik untuk tahun 2013 yang akan datang esok, doakan yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri, ibu bapa, family, guru-guru dan pensyarah, kawan,kawan dan semua sekali. In shaaa Allah.

"New year begins with new stories of every one's life, so..ouhh my dear "New Year", Please write my love story :D